Youth time :)

Me and My friend, Stevanus, at my school's crossdressing contest!! LOL!! :DD

Me and my Friend, Karina. Just a random photo at class :DD

Me, Ite, and Cen" at Ite's House. We had sleep over time! :DD

Me, Yunita, Ite, and Cen"  at trip to Aranio :DD

At Aranio :DD

THIS IS ARANIO

Eating dinner at GoGo Noodle :)

Me :DD

Traffic Light near my school. Edited with Instagram :D

Class webcam! time

Class <3

Me Again ;DD

Love Letter from Junior. LOL!!! :DD

At Sandra's Sweet 17th birthday party

SKY

Funny webcam with Ika and Agnes :$

Hello! ♥

Hi! Long time no see!

Wew. Udah lama ga buka blog. Berdebu banget! *shock*

Okay. Enough with my useless rambling. Now, here goes my stories~

Ga kerasa sekarang aku sudah 5 bulan duduk di kelas 2 SMA Frater Don Bosco Banjarmasin. Berarti udah hampir 1 setengah tahun aku bersekolah disini. mungkin sudah terlalu banyak cerita yang aku lalui. mulai dari yang tidak menyenangkan sampai yang sangat menyenangkan.

Tapi, aku mulai menyadari bahwa dengan seiringnya waktu aku terus tumbuh dan berkembang. Dari anak-anak yang hanya memiliki mimpi seperti pelangi, menjadi seorang remaja yang terhubung dengan dunianya, dan pada akhirnya menjadi remaja yang mengerti kehidupan dan penuh semangat dan ambisi dalam menjalani hidupnya. Well, dalam hal ini sih hidup gue.

Dalam proses pendewasaan inilah aku mulai mengerti tujuan dari hidup dan maknanya. Menjadi seorang remaja berarti seluruh dunia mulai terbuka dan tersedia untukmu. Apalagi dalam masa tekhnologi di jaman sekarang :D

Menjadi seorang remaja menurut gue sih bukan hanya diam dan menikmati masa muda. Kita harus lebih mengeksplorasi kemampuan dalam diri kita. Lalu, mulai berpandangan kritis dalam menyelesaikan masalah-masalah yang ada di sekitar kita dan peduli pada keadaan sosial.

Well, ga semua orang kok menjalani hal-hal seperti ini. Makanya, gue sadarin. KITA, SEBAGAI GENERASI MUDA BISA MELAKUKAN SEGALANYA, KITA BISA BERJUANG KERAS DAN MULAI BERUSAHA UNTUK MASA DEPAN KITA. Yang masih ngeyel, silahkan lihat masa tua anda, dan jangan menyesal nantinya.

Menghindari penyesalan itu juga adalah hal yang susah ya =3="
Jujur, penyesalan itu pasti ada, entah karena kesalahan kita yang kita perbuat ataupun kesalahan pada kemampuan kita sebagai seorang individu yang individualistis.

Oh ya, dimasa remaja ini emosi kita juga cendrung labil ya~ Apalagi kalau habis putus cinta. Beuh!!!!!!!!

Dunia serasa hilang dan tak bermakna.. *Beuh! Bahasanya! XD*

Belajarlah untuk mengendalikan emosimu dan bersikaplah professional. Patah hati ya patah hati. sekolah dan karir ya... Sekolah dan karir. USAHAKAN jangan pernah mencampuradukan masalah pribadi dengan masalah sekolah. Lucu aja gitu kalo nanti kita gak naek kelas cuma gara" masalah cowok.

Well, have to go now. Need to study for test tomorrow. Wish me luck yee~

Oh ya, besok aku juga harus ikut lomba TIK. Wish me luck juga yeee~ 

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!! XOXO

About rain and love poem ♥

Hey there! I’m glad to meet you again. ^^

I am still on my holiday.  So, I have so many times to update this blog. Kkkk~

It’s raining heavily here :) I love rainy days.

How about the weather in your place? :)

Okay, off to next random-absurd-thing.

Do you like rainy days?

I like it, especially the smell of rain. It’s like…. morning dew, a lilac? Uhm… Soil? Kkkk~

I always feel so gloomy and happy about rainy day at the same time. I know, weird me

Well, I have a lot of inspiration hit me today. XD So, this is it. I make some poem. :)

Hope you will like it. :)

Those smiles make me weak

Make my heart beat faster

I can feel my self drowning

Into your brown smiling eyes

The way you laugh heartily

The way you sing so perfectly

The way you dancing passionately

I think I can’t get enough of all

Maybe I’m already falling without my knowing

I’ve loving you from the first time we met

Never had you noticed me though

Cause I’m always hiding all this time

If I can be so honest

I’ll tell you something

You didn’t have to make any effort to love someone

Because… Loving you feels so right and natural

I want to be your ‘the one’

Whose will you share the pain with

Laughter and happiness

Heart and passion

One day…

I believe our path will cross together

And we will meet with this new beginning

In love with each other…

But…

If we never meet on that path

I hope you find your happiness

And I found mine…

This time… before we know our path

I just hope for one thing

Can that beautiful smile

Be mine? 

♥

 

About Dream, Teenager life, and Saphomore

Hello guyssss!!!! 

Long times no update! Miss U all! Sorry for my late update! Kkkk~ >< *bow*

Lately I’ve been busy with my last examination, I’ve to study more, and that means no Internet connection! Darn. =3=

Anyway, I’ve finished that all. And now, I already get my results and it all worth my sacrifice. Thanks to God.

Kkkk~ I’m the 9^th rank of my grade. Not that good, but still… it worth everything!

Okay. Off to the next rambling. XD

I’m on my sophomore year now! Oh God. I’m so happy. I still remember every detail when I was on my first day in the high school. What a sweet memories of the junior year~

I think all of you have been into high school. Right? Kkkk~

What’s your sweetest memory in High school years?

Yeah. This is the reality of teenager life. Love sickness, jealousy, pissed off because one-of-the-teacher-darn-friggin’-hate-me-even-when-I-didn’t-do-anything-wrong, met your-not-so-called-enemy, friendship with favor, real friendship, handsome boys *school jock*, nerd, hall of fame star, smart students, school athlete, one sided love, fangirling over a boy band, watching a concert, playing music, go on date, pretty-girl-with-dumbass, an-actress-or-actor-wannabe, a super model wannabe, tomboy girl, innocent and slowpoke one, School’s Casanova, joke maker, silly boys, hyper one, and that’ ssooooooooooooooo much on!!

Don’t tell me you never experienced at least one of that many things when you’re still teenager. Whenever, wherever you are. Man! This is teenager life. But, yeah, depends on your school credits and your motivation. But, I know, even a nerd have this experience. Kkkk~

*FYI, I’m not a nerd, absolutely not. But I am NOT a popular one too. I’m… rare species. Kkkk~*

Sometimes, when I look back at my younger photos *when I’m still in Junior High School*, and I looked at the mirror in my bathroom, I compared my own self. And I’m begun to think.

“This is me. Myself. Hello there. Oh. I’m getting old soon. I know life had been hard on you. But it’s not the real problems.” I paused for a moment, and thinking again. I pointed at my own reflection. “Hey you! Youngster! My way is still long. This problem you faced is nothing compared to next. Older we were, more difficult the problem was.”

I don’t want to commit any suicide attempt when I’m older. That’s a super coward way to end their misery. What a fool and…. a waste of life. Don’t they know how beautiful life is?

“See? I’m getting old here. I don’t live in memories. I’m not getting any younger. I don’t live forever. *thinking about live forever scared me >3<* It means I have to fulfill my dream as soon as possible. I’m soooo not going backed off because of this little thing. This is my life. Yes. My life. Not others. It depends on me. I have to stand up, even after a hard fall. I have to stay strong. I have to be happy.”

I told my self over and over, “Always look at the bright side. I can do it. I can. I can. I can fulfill my biggest dream. I can. I can. I’m not weak. I’m not weak, and I’m not alone. I’m not alone.”

And that time, I can see my biggest dream. To life my live happily. To find my happiness in everyone’s I loved laughter. I want to cry happily at that thought. But I can’t. Because it just my thought. Not reality. And I HAVE TO REALIZE IT. To make it come true. Oh. How beautiful.

I looked at the mirror and see myself smiling. Well, I’m still young. It’s better to regret what I’ve done now, and got better my self.

I’m on my sophomore year, I will do my best to life my dream to the fullest.

Hey you! Why are you just sitting there in the middle of the road? Get up,  and run as fast as you can! Catch your biggest dream! Live with no regret! kkkk~

And. Don’t forget! Always Look At The Bright Side! Smile! Smile! Be Happy! See you around! XD  

Tu Tu Tu

Hello guys! How was your day? Great? Cool? Or just nice?

However, I hope you’ve a great nice day like me here ^^

I don’t have any homework or any presentation tomorrow, so, here I am, updating this fabric of words. Huehehehehehehe~

*Yeah. I’m busy with my part time job, but luckily, my father is my boss, so I can stop whenever I’m tired. But, as a good employer, I will work until my shift is over! Ganbate~!*

Okay. On to my stories….

One of my friend bakalan pindah ke Singapore.  She will continue her study there. Hope she will success there ^^ yeah. Even if our term isn’t that good,

I’m sure that I’ll miss her, A LOT. T^T  

BYE-BYE YAYA~

She is such a nice girl after all. I’m glad we can be friends.

Back to my doom of words, I think I’ll start to make a song. I don’t know if I’m talented enough, but, yesterday, I was singing one of my songs, and suddenly my mother said: “Hey. Who’s the artist? That song is good” And I said, “ME” with proud tone.  

And guess how her reaction is?

She just laughs and said, “That’s yours?”

Nowadays, I like to make something from flannel. It’s cute! >,<

TAKEN FROM GOOGLE

TAKEN FROM GOOGLE

Oh ya, gw juga lagi hobi membaca novel CHICKEN SOUP for the SOUL “LOVE STORIES” 

Yang didalamnya banyaaak banget quote-quote romantic yang sangat berharga bagi kehidupan kita. Salah satunya seperti apa yang ada di bawah ini ^^:  

“I fall like a shooting star that finally finds it’s place beside another star in the beautiful line, where we will twinkle together in the night sky” –Amy Tan

“Setiap cinta yang tidak memiliki persahabatan sebagai dasarnya akan seperti istana yang dibangun diatas pasir” –Ella Wheeler Wilcox

“Love never promise of fields of rose, beside you watering it with faith light, sincere water, and art of sensuality” –Unknown

“Love on the first sight is easy to understand, but when two people looked at each other all life long, there will be a miracle.” –Amy Bloom

“If I never meet you, I wouldn’t like you. If I wouldn’t like you, I will not fall in love with you. If I didn’t fell in love with you, I will not miss you. But, I miss you, yesterday, now, and tomorrow” -unknown

“Kau bukan mencintai seseorang dari penampilan, pakaian, atau mobil kerennya, tetapi karena mereka menyanyikan lagu yang hanya bisa didengar olehmu” –Unknown

“Beauty is a power, smile is its sword” – Charles Reade

That’s the sweetest quote that I’ve read in that book. There are many beautiful quotes.

What’s your favorite quote? ^^

Oh yeah, I’ll tell you how to make some delicious homemade cookies. Cookies-cookies yang enak-enak buanget ini cocok banget dijadiin temen ngemil maupun dibagi-bagi ama orang-orang terkasih. Hope this recipe will help buat temen-temen yang lagi pengen buat cookies, tp ga tau cara bikinnya. Huehehehehehehehehhe~

                        White Chocolate Chip Oatmeal Cookies

Ingredients

• 1 cup butter
• 1 cup light brown sugar
• 1 cup white sugar
• 2 eggs
• 2 teaspoons vanilla extract
• 3 cups all-purpose flour
• 1 teaspoon baking powder
• 1 teaspoon baking soda
• 1 teaspoon salt
• 1 1/2 cups rolled oats
• 2 cups white chocolate chips
• 1 cup chopped pecans

Directions

1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease cookie sheets.
2. In a medium bowl, cream together the butter, brown sugar and white sugar until smooth. Stir in the egg and vanilla. Sift together the flour, baking powder, baking soda and salt, stir into the creamed mixture. Finally, stir in the rolled oats, white chocolate chips and pecans. Drop by tablespoons onto the prepared cookie sheets.
3. Bake for 10 to 12 minutes in the preheated oven. Remove from baking sheets to cool on wire racks.

CHOCOLATE MINT CANDIES COOKIES

Ingredients

• 3/4 cup butter
• 1 1/2 cups brown sugar
• 2 tablespoons water
• 2 cups semisweet chocolate chips
• 2 eggs
• 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
• 1 1/4 teaspoons baking soda
• 1/2 teaspoon salt
• 3 (4.5 ounce) packages chocolate covered thin mints

Directions

1. In a saucepan over medium heat, cook the sugar, butter and water, stirring occasionally until melted. Remove from heat, stir in the chocolate chips until melted and set aside to cool for 10 minutes.
2. Pour the chocolate mixture into a large bowl, and beat in the eggs, one at a time. Combine the flour, baking soda and salt, stir into the chocolate mixture. Cover and refrigerate dough for at least 1 hour.
3. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease cookie sheets. Roll cookie dough into walnut sized balls and place 2 inches apart onto the prepared cookie sheets.
4. Bake for 8 to 10 minutes in the preheated oven, be careful not to overbake. When cookies come out of the oven, Press one mint wafer into the top of each cookie and let sit for 1 minute. When the mint is softened, swirl with the back of a spoon or toothpick to make a pattern with the green filling of the mint wafer. For smaller cookies, break mints in half.

  

                       Soft Sugar Cookies II

Ingredients:

• 1 cup butter, softened
• 2 1/4 cups white sugar
• 2 eggs
• 5 cups all-purpose flour
• 1 teaspoon baking soda
• 1/2 teaspoon baking powder
• 1 1/2 teaspoons ground cardamom
• 1/2 cup milk

Directions

1. In a large mixing bowl, cream together butter and 2 cups of the sugar. Add eggs one at a time and beat well after each. Combine flour, baking soda, baking powder and 1 teaspoon of the cardamom. Add flour mixture to the creamed butter mixture alternately with the milk.
2. In a small separate bowl, blend remaining sugar and cardamom. Dip rounded teaspoonfuls of dough into sugar/cardamom mixture.
3. Place on greased baking sheets. Bake at 375 degrees F (190 degrees C) for 10-12 minutes or until lightly browned. Cool on wire racks.

Okey. Gimana? Ada yang mau nyoba buat? huehehehehe~
That's all for today. See you later folks! ^^